well, im single again. i think i need more time to get over my ex. since im obviously still tormented by missing him. and worrying about him. to the point of insomnia for days on end. damn.
i dyed my hair redish brown. made some new friends. reconnected with some old ones. joined skype. started burning cds for friends (music cds w jesus songs) and for money (speaker cds for a 12 step program im in).... nothing illegal though. i'm still working side jobs. and searching for a church. spending more time with my mom. talking to my sister more. keeping up with classes. picked up a sponsee. im discovering who i am. and learning to like myself. mostly.
i wish i wasnt still so pathetically in love with my ex. i wish i didnt have some of my character defects. i wish i could sleep normally instead of too much or not at all. but all in all im okay.
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