VDay

so i broke up with the bf two days before vday. long story and im not getting into it. my mom is my valentine date lol. thanks mom.

my life is tough right now. lots going on. but imma gonna get through it one day at a time. only God knows what the future holds. im not gonna try to guess.

been listening to avril lately. probably a bad idea, shes so bitter.

why are some people so damn hard to get over?

how do you know when ur with the right person anyways? grrrr. what is love? and where is my special someone?

idk. i dont feel good. and im tired. maybe i'll feel better soon.

the cure

I would say I'm sorry
If I thought that it would change your mind
But I know that this time
I've said too much
Been too unkind

I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try and
Laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry

I would break down at your feet
And beg forgiveness
Plead with you
But I know that
It's too late
And now there's nothing I can do

So I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try to
laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry

I would tell you
That I loved you
If I thought that you would stay
But I know that it's no use
That you've already
Gone away

Misjudged your limits
Pushed you too far
Took you for granted
I thought that you needed me more

Now I would do most anything
To get you back by my side
But I just
Keep on laughing
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
Boys don't cry

"Boys dont cry" -- the cure. ...Girls dont cry. we move on. we dont wish to close the door on the past but we dont look back either. we know when a relationship is over and we find joy in moving on to something better. I've got a man worth being faithful to. who trusts me. and whos trust i've earned. He treats me like a princess and comes to the rescue when i need him the most. I'm grateful to have him in my life.

so why is everyone afraid i'll go back to my ex? He was and is a decent human being. just wasnt meant to be. and after what i did to him he never wants me back. and i care too much to leave the one im with now. so stop freaking out people.... im not going back to him.