band of horses

It's looking like a limb torn off
Or altogether just taken apart
We're reeling through an endless fall
We are the ever-living ghost of what once was

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do

And anything to make you smile
It is a better side of you to admire
But they should never take so long
Just to be over then back to another one

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone,
They could have warned you
When things start splitting at the seams and now
The whole thing's tumbling down
Things start splitting at the seams and now
If things start splitting at the seams and now,
It's tumbling down

idk what to do now.

arcade fire

It takes fightin' day and night
to make such a good thing die

but i managed just fine. :-(

in other news..... y the hell is everyone relapsing??? and y is everyone homeless?

and y does God make me stay up all night just to help a friend? cuz every time i pull an allnighter someone ends up needing help. God, You are weird.

Anyways im off to rescue a friend, feed him and put him to bed. bc that's just what i do.

velvet underground

I'll be your mirror Reflect what you are, in case you don't know I'll be the wind, the rain and the sunset The light on your door to show that you're home When you think the night has seen your mind That inside you're twisted and unkind Let me stand to show that you are blind Please put down your hands 'Cause I see you I find it hard to believe you don't know The beauty that you are But if you don't let me be your eyes A hand in your darkness, so you won't be afraid When you think the night has seen your mind That inside you're twisted and unkind Let me stand to show that you are blind Please put down your hands 'Cause I see you I'll be your mirror


I am tired, I am weary I could sleep for a thousand years A thousand dreams that would awake me Different colors made of tears

saw him tonight. still makes me panic. still makes me feel everything i am stuffing. i hate that. i hate the fact that i'm letting him affect my serenity. that seeing him makes me want to go to another meeting. but if thats what it takes to regain peace, i'll go.

in other news, i'm working on my english paper.... a critical analysis of a speech by ronald reagan. its supposed to be research free. ha. like i know who Billie Sol Estes was.